[BNP/E3, 49A2 – 17]
29/4/09.
What should we love, what should we reverse?
Life is not worth neither laugh[1] nor tear
Not a slung of shoulders, of disdain born,
But a mute, †, empty scorn.
What do we deserve? What must we obey?
What is † which to the soul to say?
It is |idle| to him, for we know not why
And, even as wish, idle to desire to[2] die.
[1] laugh /sigh\
[2] idle to desire to /idle een to wish to\