[BNP/E3, 49A2 – 78]
I admit it so and with nothing to miss
The wholeness of love’s joy –
I would prefer what I could not enjoy
What understood cannot be
My name {…} by † I could not hear
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The midnight moon
Over the midnight soon.
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Or
Kissed by the midnight man
Up to the midnight moon.
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To that great melody that doth fill
The magic emptiness that doth sworn
Of itself so {…} still
The wonder song that old[1], great song of ever
Both the |elevate|[2] moon.
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Spoken and mouthed dear
My lips I could not dream that I did see.
‘Tis as if rather there’s a bird
Flying i’ the air one could rather live
A waterdrop’s life blurred
In and myself see and give
A tunel little of sound , and motion
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Were {…} to ask
She asked the poet this:
Were thou to choose between sly
And of love and its bliss
An undying name in story
Or an eternal kiss
Which wouldst thou have, my love
“I would have sly”, he said.
The † about he {…} did die
And he wondered in such a way
† the truth to forms, woes to ally
But in this I cannot lie
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Sung by the eternal dream
Both the eternal man
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[78v]
Could I obtain that which to have
Some, such as I have dreamed in dream
A kiss, an eternal joy, eternal wave
Falling, not full ever
This I would not rather have
Thou (laying cold, senseless i’ th’ grave)
To have a poet’s deathless name
Glory, renown, fame.
Ay, so it is with me. I know not
How I more than a full caress
Giving a pleasure that did flow out
Ay for me, eternally to bless,
Can prize a glory which I dead,
Senseless, a cold, a nothingness
Cannot not know, nor feel, nor guess
In mine eternal bed!
I know not why ‘tis this
That thus to a full, deathless bliss
To an eveness in a kiss
Ay, well nothing to day
[1] old /ancient\
[2] the |elevate| /the silence of the\