[BNP/E3, 49A2 – 84]

20-6-08.

Am I mostly unconscious, or am I

Conscious the most of me? I stop and ponder 

And find that part of me is stuck with wonder

At what even myself do consciously.

In my clear, ponderate acts accept I decay

Making unconscious in them to

And in unconscious actions can I find

A deep nuance consciousness to lie.

|Thus each within the other, consciousness

And unconscious I descrying ever

And more intrinsically bound each time

My cold analysis their {…} doth press

I reel in every thinking and feel braver

Around my mind complexity sublime.|

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In die illis

In diebus illis